I think the myth of “Sisyphus” pretty much applies to most of us, once we finally get that boulder to the top of the hill and achieve our goal it gets away from us and crashes back down to the bottom making us start all over again. But we don’t mind, seemingly enjoying the process over the goal. We ignore the teachings of Buddha, where we are forever reincarnated in this world until we stop seeking that next upgrade to find enlightenment by letting go?
In the beginning, and petty much throughout, I read reviews, upgraded, was not satisfied, read reviews, upgraded, was not satisfied, and again ad nauseam, each time feeling stupid for believing the reviewers and blowing my hard-earned money. In the early 80’s when CD’s (perfect sound) arrived, I sold my records and bought a Sony portable CD player and Sennhieser headphones. This little kit kept me happy for awhile, but there was something missing. I decided I needed to buy a better (more expensive) kit and see if that does it.
After a series of upgrades I realised that despite buying the latest and greatest upgrades, I wasn’t getting the enjoyment from music that I used to get from records and cassettes. I decided to reverse direction and go back to vinyl. More upgrades.
After a lifetime of trial and error, I have learned that, for my ears, a good turntable, arm and low-gain low-impedance MC cartridge into SUTs and a decent phono stage driving a well-designed flea-watt SETs without a pre-amp if possible (less components in signal path) into vintage horn speakers with AlNiCo magnets playing simply-recorded minimally-processed pure analogue recordings gets me closest to my ideal. Because I am also impaired by humble means, I must build, or modify used equipment to meet the design criteria I have learned sounds best, buying new where my skills just aren’t up to the task.
I thought I had finished, that I was “done”, but then my phono stage started rolling off treble and I heard a 2.3 watt Decware Zen in my system which sounded better than my 20 watt Ongaku copy. I am sending my Ypsilon back to the factory to get checked out and am on the waiting list for a new top-of-the-line Decware 25th anniversary Zen Triode Amplifier … sorry Buddha, I can’t let go, pushing that bloody boulder back up that blasted hill.